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M I Z E L L A
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me,
read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness
and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so
Click here if you hate it.
totally right.
my LIFE, my STYLE .

i'm Mizella.not my realname
will be LEGALLY 18 on 15 october.
í am a simple girl,
with a simple life.
behind YOUR back.



no,YOUR other back.
RUNNINGaway.

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theJudges.



?illah?
?Farah?
Humairah?!.
Rohamannan?.
Ridaudin?.
Khairulddin?.
Jia Kai?.
Mervin?.
Noorina?.
Afiqah?.
Fathin.?
Mas?.
Faiz?.
Farouq.?
Eyeshahh?.
Fazlina?
Atika *Muzeefreak!*.?
Dilo?.
MAI?.
Suhaina?.
Suhaidah?.
Lisan 4E5NA?.
ella?.
ifaa?.
Pika.?
Dee.[C]?
Iraa.?
FelisaIsHere?.
TAG?.
Kathleen?.
aizat? .

OuR LaSt Day...in NPCC
Friday, April 20, 2007 11:12 PM


Well, the day had come...Its the senior last day in NPCC. We having a BBQ. I didnt came to school, coz i wake up at 6.45am and i knew i couldnt make it in time coz i live at woodlands...so i juz continue my dreams...and wake up at 4pm. So i juz do a last touch-up at my Cock-Tail jelly and walk off...
Once i drop-off from the bus 962, i meet Seetah. So i ask her help to carry something for me...I really had no strength to carry that loads! So she help me up.When we reach the school, the plastic tore-off.The plastic bag with my jelly in it tore-off. Lucky the lid is still on! Or there will be no jelly...too bad...

And there were games where by the Juniors had to catch the NCOs...Aidillah and Efasha decided to hide in the Garbage Bins...lol...i cant go in coz i smell it and i could vomit any SEC!
so i shouted,'NOW!' They all run like weirdo sia!!! haha!!!

Umm. they knew aidillah and efasha is inside the bins..as they were peeping....so aidillah and efasha is their first hostage! they were about to catch me too...but i say they couldnt coz i werent hiding...haha...then i make my move and run away!!! but my freedom doesnt last very long...i were caught by andrea...ermm...or Eos? lol...i cant remember...hehe...and there i watch everything that going around me...Poor muhaimin being surrounded by 4 girls...lol...he trying to run away but he couldnt do so...oh well...and there i saw aidillah running....and everyone...after everything is over..

i go do my job in preparing the water...i ask aidillah to help me also...and Halim volunteered to get the water. So after tat, i add blurberry syrup. Halim suggested we mix the syrup in a cup 1st then put it inside...so do i and aidillah do as he told?
the answer is NO..absolutely...hehe






GReEn RuNwAy??!!
Tuesday, April 17, 2007 6:23 PM


It been quite a while, i last update my blog.So tiz are the latest update!
Our class take part in the Green Runway, so the design were design by me! I dont know how my design are related to the Earth. But i must write a report about my design all that.Eventually, i didnt know what to write. Mrs Carol Lau were hunting for me to get the report. So i ask Cassandra for the report.Coz i had no idea what to write.-_-" So tmr is the Runway Event, hope you like my design! and the costume could get into at least the Top 3!! I put lots of effort in it...so i hope we could win or get to the Top 3..=)
Cassandra is the model.She can really cat-walk! You guys should see her Happening Tomorrow!!!! yeah!!!

Do you what it take to be a Top-Model?

hehe! Good Luck Cassandra!

Mizella

FRiENdS
Friday, April 13, 2007 4:48 PM



Well, tiz picture were took at Sembawang Sun Plaza Popular.É Person next to mie is Farah.Known her since sec 1...hehe...
She is fun to be with...cheerful girl...as usual...
nyahaha!
kie la...tats all!




MizElla...

SYF!! Gold With HONOUR!
Thursday, April 12, 2007 12:08 AM



Well you guys heard it, Merak Kayangan won Gold With HONOUR!!
You guys are not dreaming and so are WE! We won it! and im so damm PROUD! Raimi always compared our school with others school...but you are WRONG boy! We kick tat person pain at HIS BUTT! Our Dance Instructor Cikgu Zairin were very proud of us and of all his other school, they won SILVER! and we won...ahem...GOLD WITH HONOUR! yeah!
I get the news on Recess Time...Aidillah and the others were all excited and were smiling and cheering...When Aidillah told me tat we won GWF, at first i don't believe it...I thought it is kind of a Stupid Joke...but i was wrong..it is TRUE! I was so shocked! I couldn't believe it but we actually won GWF! For all this time, i thought we are going to get either Silver or Bronze...i wasn't thinking about getting Gold even...but we didnt get Bronze, Silver or Gold but we get Gold With Honour!! yeah!!! Thats right...well i got to go now...

tats for all..
Congratz to all Merak Kayangan...jgn berangan sangat kie?!
haha! alright!
Till next time!

With Shockin N Happiness,
MizElla

SYF!!
Monday, April 9, 2007 5:49 PM



It is a SUCCESS!!! Yeah! You nvr knew how proud i am but im sure am PROUD!! Well, our performance goes smoothly...yeah,think so...even there is some mistake goin on...but we can only perform once...not TWICE! so what had been passed, we muz let it go...too bad!
After the performance, my throat were all dried out! I were smiling frm the start till the end...i need water badly after the performance...felt a little bit wan to faint...but i muz stay STRONG!
Our MlyDance Instructor said tat we were SWEET! aww...thnx! anyway he don have to tell us how sweet we are when we dancing...coz we already knew it! LOL! as IF! He were satisfied wif our performance...and he were proud of us too!!
Thnx yah! Cikgu Zairin!! We owe u lots!
During the our performance, one of our member cried...coz she had done a mistake...we comfort her not to take the blame too hard and not to worry to much about it...even if we lose, we will not blame her or whatever...if we get gold again, i would be very HAPPY! but if not, then nevermind lor.! we can still try our best next TIME!!
Umm...my make-up were suck actually...don't really like the make-up...not the same as what the previous person make-up for me for the Achievement Day...it was another person...
but what the heck!...as long as everything went smoothly...it is already ok for mie!

tats all yarh!
Till next TIME!

MizElla Outz!

Achievement Day!
Thursday, April 5, 2007 11:59 PM



well no speech day, they called it achievement day...hw great!?
our performance went down smoothly...nothing happened...but our dance was no good enough...the technique all is not there yet...we hv to work it out! yeah, work it out! Our SYF is near by...so we must be serious bout it...we muz practice and get the technique right!
after the performance, aidillah told me about Efasha sending her a message...by tat time, we had already performed!! she said of how she missed us...it was so touching..!!
at the room, me,efasha n aidillah was crying...haha...i felt so sad as for we were not always by efasha side..we both were too buzy bout our malay dance...no time for NP...haiz...i missed the old times where by we marched side by side!! our Passing Out Parade is next week...i will be there...im goin to remember every second of it!

AfTer ScHool
Wednesday, April 4, 2007 8:16 PM


After school, i got malay dance practices..dam shit! i dont know the new steps yet! omg! it is so SHIT! Then dance at the hall, the dam spot light make me sweat a lotz! Dam Spot Light! you like shit!
then when dancing need to smile..tat i no problem..i can smile even when dancing...but not all my malay dance member smile...aiyo...smile only pun susah...aiyah!! So i dance all my hearts and shit out...givin all the energy i had been saving up...and it is a job well-paid off!

after malaydance, i go down and change..i heard people calling my name..i look at the direction..but i cant see who is it coz im not wearin my glasses...so i ignore lor...haha! Cant see the person face then wan to reply...i don even know who it is...haiz...-_-" no glasses...no chatting wif me...haha...as if.
Then i get to see Parade Commander Sgt Jia Kai in actions! woohoo! I juz love to hear him giving commands...i melt when i heard him giving commands...haiz...oh jia kai...so handsome sia giving commands! he may be next Michael Scoffield!! haha!! When his face is serious, he looked like a cute HUNK frm hollywood! But when his face are not, He is Juz like SpongeBob Squarepants!!!
smile...tats what he is...a smiley face wif a smiley heart!

WiF MelTing heartz,
MizElla..

Lurve Tiz Song
7:35 PM


i lurvee Tiz Song
[[ Hurt ]]- Christina Aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything
I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't to do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything
I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

If I had just one more day,
I would tell you how much that I've missed you since you've
been awayOh,
it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything
I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you

Relationships....
7:29 PM


1. No man or woman is worth your tears,and the one who is, won't make you cry.

2. Just because someone doesn't loveyou the way you want them to, doesn'tmean they don't love you with all theyhave.

3. A true friend is someone who reachesfor your hand and touches your heart.

4. The worst way to miss someone is tobe sitting right beside them knowingyou can't have them.

5. Never frown, even when you are sad,because you never know who is fallingin love with your smile.

6. To the world you may be one person,but to one person you may be the world.

7. Don't waste your time on aman/woman, who isn't willing to wastetheir time on you.

8. Maybe God wants us to meet a fewwrong people before meeting the rightone,so that when we finally meet theperson, we will know how to begrateful.

9. Don't cry because it is over, smilebecause it happened.

10. There's always going to be peoplethat hurt you so what you have to do iskeep on trusting and just be morecareful about who you trust next timearound.

11. Make yourself a better person andknow who you are before you try andknow someone else and expect them toknow you.

Its All a DISASTER!!!!
Tuesday, April 3, 2007 7:42 PM



It is a total disaster...i can't say it more...but i must admit...it is like SHIT! ugh! Shit Man...
Our Achievement Day
rehearsal is like shit...Lucky it is juz a rehearsal...if it is the actual day, i dont know what to say sia. After the performance, i could see the expression of Mdm Rahimah and Cikgu Zairin by far! without my Glasses! aw man...ugh! i juz wish i could turn back the damm time. They lecture us of how it is a disaster! My tears were actually rolling down. But it is mixed with my sweat so no one knew...it was like SHIT!
tmr there will be practice.I hope the practices pay off! Alot of changes make me CONFUSE!

BrOkeN GlaSsEs
Monday, April 2, 2007 8:38 PM





Oh well, i broke my glasses...AGAIN!
Sheesh...it is uncountable!! Well if you wan to know how many times i had broke my glasses...
well...proud to say...it is....7 TIMES! omg! 7!
Now 7 is my favourite number...hahax!

So my reason for my broken glasses are...I accidentally step on IT!
I were so excited in taken photos with the mask and the weird hat...and i didnt notice tat i had stepped on my GLASSES! oh well..what my luck!

Aidillah and I were happily taking photo...we wore the glittery mask and hat...and do all such stupidness with the thing...we sneak the item behind the bookcase where by not many people could see us...anyway, we juz borrow the items for awhile juz to take pictures...hehe...
when the photos are ready, i let all of u guys see...how stupid we look...
i mean Clever we look...
we had lots of fun...taking picture...haha! till my glasses broke...
oh well...my parents dont know yet tat my glasses are broken..Im repairing it back in secrets...i need to pat a total sums of $25 for the glasses...haiz...lots of money sia!!! aiyo...
must be a little more careful next time...cannot be a blur person...
i dont know how im goin to don in class tomorrow w/o my glasses! i think i couldnt see the words tat is written on the whiteboard...so who ever seat beside me tomorrow must bare with me bcoz i couldnt see the words written on it!!too bad....i think i wan to try wearin contact lens ah...
pain or not? i also donnoe...well, you may never know it untill you try it rite?

Kie! tats for all for today...

MizElla

WaTz É FuNnIe?!
7:57 PM


Well, i dont find it funny.But one of my classmate sure do find it funny.Well...if you wan to Know wad really happened in chemistry class, here it goes...Plz post a comment if it is funny or what...

At Chemistry Class...
Jia Kai and I were talking. I were copying his notes and he were asking me why i didnt finished up the worksheet. As we were talking, suddenly Mrs Lau,our form teacher, said,'Syhella, Jia Kai stop TALKING!"..
Sheesh...you should all look at her face when she said it.Her staring eyes..like UGH! ScaRrY!!!...it bring down shiverz in my FACE!
Jia Kai and I looked up and showed our ReaLLy,ReaLLy INNOCENT Face! well, my face were a bit blur=D i muz admit it! Jia Kai were sort of waving his hand saying No...well think so, tat what muhamin saw...
Umm? it is funny? Well one of them find it funny...donnoe why...i guess he had a funny brain? Hahaz!

Our Next lesson is English...
I dont know why but Muhaimin were laughing none stop.It kind of irritated me abit as for why he is laughing all of the sudden?
Is he making fun of me or what?
and i also find out tat Jia Kai were also laughing,when he first step into the class..
My face were a total BLUR!As to why are they laughing?
Why am i missing out the laughter?
So i asked Jia Kai, he keep on laughing and asking me to ask Muhamin.
When i ask Muhaimin he were laughing all the way...Not wanting to tell me why...
So the very easy step to force them to spill it out are Threatened!
*evil Laugh*
I force Muhaimin to tell me why you were laughing...
and you wan to know the reason?
It is about the chemistry lesson we had juz now...
its the part whereby I and Jia Kai face were a totally blur!
-_-" is tat so funny until he laugh like a mad person?
I donnoe...what do you think?
Well at least there were laughter in the room...

Next is P.E
The girls had to do 2 pull-ups to pass and 30 pull-ups to get A.
So i did untill 18...good wad...i dont wan any musscle in my arms...
Unless you peepz wan to be the next HUNK!
The boys had to do the pull-bar...7 to get A...
Sheesh you muz look at their faces...So many different and unique expressions...you may juz laugh looking at them...*laugh*

After tat Mkn TIME!!
Yeah! Its Makan Time! where by we can eat eat eat! If there is a makan time test, i sure to get an A+ grad! haha! Easy what, the test is Q, buy and eat...If you eat with manners and elegant you goin to get an A+!!
well no need to tell me, Im lame..haha! at least i admit it...

Artz Lesson
My art class is at the library.We were suppose to do research.
i spend my time drawing on my arts work.
I even talked with Eshaq regarding something...We were talking bout someone...Shh...He is helping me in some situation...i dont know how it going to turn out...But i hope it will turned up juz fine...
Eshaq is a kind hearted man...he is so trustworthy and tats why i trust him with my fullest heart...i trust him, eventhough i dont know him so well...but he sure is a great person to share with...well if you guys have problem, you may turn up to him and spilled out all ur problem to him...he can be ur listener and will do whatever he can to help you...=D

Tatz all!
Mizella



ApRil FoOl DaEz!
Sunday, April 1, 2007 9:36 PM



Hey hey...
Itz AprIL fOoL DaEz...
WeLL Juz NoW Jia Kai tried to fool me by saying that tomorrow there is a chemistry test.So i sort of belief in it and i were being fooled as there is actually no test!
So i came out a solution to fooled him back. By not wanting to talk to him ever again.He felt guilty and said Sorry a lot of time...
so i ignore him... i pity him abit...
and said April Fool! back to HIM!
He said: What the Heck?*laughing*

He is so Clever, he fooled a person who always fooling around...
oh well...Jia kai..what can i say...
A sMileY Guy wItH a SmIleY aTtItude...
tats him alrite...
aiTe Tats AlL!!!

MizElla Outz

MiE 1st BloGGy!
8:29 PM


Heyz you guys..Thnx for dropin by to my blOGGY!
Tiz is Mie First Time sO Im sTiLL lEaRning! WeLL wIsh Me LucK iN cReaTinG ThIs BloGgY a SUCCESS!
Im gOin to MakE My bLoGGy lIke mY pErsOnaL Diary aNd XprEss My tHoughts all in HERE!
You TinK is It a GoOd Idea?
Well WTH! iTs My bLoggy itZ mY waY How I waN iT to Be rIte?
Tats ALL!

MizElla..
1st april 07

08:34pm(nite)