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HATE me


M I Z E L L A
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me,
read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness
and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.
totally right.
my LIFE, my STYLE .

i'm Mizella.not my realname
will be LEGALLY 18 on 15 october.
í am a simple girl,
with a simple life.
behind YOUR back.



no,YOUR other back.
RUNNINGaway.

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theJudges.



?illah?
?Farah?
Humairah?!.
Rohamannan?.
Ridaudin?.
Khairulddin?.
Jia Kai?.
Mervin?.
Noorina?.
Afiqah?.
Fathin.?
Mas?.
Faiz?.
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Fazlina?
Atika *Muzeefreak!*.?
Dilo?.
MAI?.
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Lisan 4E5NA?.
ella?.
ifaa?.
Pika.?
Dee.[C]?
Iraa.?
FelisaIsHere?.
TAG?.
Kathleen?.
aizat? .

Saturday, February 28, 2009 1:27 AM


Just as I went in the Cashier Room.
I heard a conversation of Kak Ira, Maggie & the others.
Kak Ira were totally sarcastic to maggie.
I only get to catch some of their conversation. (they were talking so loud)
*i didn't eavesdrop.*

Maggie : Hahaha~ *laugh like an idiotic person*
Ira : Yahh. Like don't talk soo much. *giggles*
* I looked at Kak Ira & laugh together with her *
Ira & Me : HAHAHAHA!
Maggie : (Didn't noticed that Ira is actually referring to her, continue laughing like a MORON)
I was just rolling my eyes & walk out of the room.

1:13 AM


Tiring sey.
Umm.
Work. Work. Work.

Friday, February 27, 2009 1:25 PM


I'm QUITING my job on the 16th March !

Supposed to be on the 15th March together with illah .
However, Siti Jeffrey ask me if I could work till 16th march to cover for her as she is going for her Family Holiday.
At first, I said I cant. :P
But, nevermind lahh, kesian kan dier kan...ye kan je lahh.
Malas nak layan.

Umm.
Yesterday Ashraf sms me .
So I just reply, since I got nothing better to do.
Seriously lahh ashraf.
Bbual ngn ko.. buat aku SAKIT KEPALE!
Buat aku marah je !
AHHH! GERAM AKU !
*sigh* ...


Ummm~
Eh ehh!
I want to go SHOPPING~
SHOPPING~
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!

& yeahhH!
They have this movie.

My BLOODY VALENTINE in 3D


OH MY GAWG! I want to watch it !
Anyone want to join me?!

Thursday, February 26, 2009 7:12 PM


Hmm.
Since yesterday i didnt sleep.
Just now at 12pm I slept like a baby and woke up at 6pm.

Reason for not sleeping yesterday,
I was buzy watching Honey & Clover Drama at Veoh.

12:43 AM


uhh, after 2-3 weeks of silence from him.
I decided to ignore him TOTALLY this time.
who is the HIM?

ASHRAF lah saper lagi.

I sent him sms he didn't reply like fuck kan?
I sent Lizam sms, he will at least say sorry for replying late.
at least he say sorry.
But nie ashraff, tak ader pon.

Ashraf is a hot'N'cold guy uhh.
no comment about him.
SO i ignoring all of his sms right now.
malas nak layan orang mcm gitu.
buat aku sakit kepale je.

Um yeahh, last time i like him lahh.
But now, nahh~

" better don't tell anyone about this or else .... "
Fuck seyy, thats what he told me.
Or else what? You going to kill me is it?

I tell airah & illah . So what are you going to do now?!

SUCKER !*refering to Ashraf*

12:39 AM


Reached home, 12.2o am .

Hang out with the guys for awhile.

I was queue-ing up at Macdonald to buy some Chocolate Fudge Sundae.
Then, suddenly "he" call me & ajak me to chit-chat.
So we chit-chat till 12am.
wdh.
Uhh, we talk all those shit lah.
Umm, Michelle H.M drop by & chat with us for awhile.
uhh, chat-chat .
Then drink ice-latte.


ehh.

ILLAHHH~!
I want to watch HSM 3 lahh :(

dammit.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009 12:19 AM


I need a HAIRCUT !
I want to buy SHOES!
I want to buy CLOTHES!

12:06 AM


Uhh, Yeahh.
I've make my blog to invited readers only.
Coz, I am TRUELY going to express everything over here!
On this fucking blog.
So I dont care anymore.
I'm going to type all the SHITNIZ that I want to.

Want to complain? Kiss my A** !
Then don't read la.
BAKERO~

uhh.
In a really really GOOD mood right now.

Fairprice.
Maggie : Have you finished return all the items?
Miz : *rolling my eyes* uhh...no?
Maggie: *sigh* I don't know what to say anymore.
Miz : *rolling my eyes*
Maggie : I can go home already coz I work since 2pm.
Miz : uhh, so? *rolling my eyes*
Maggie : After you guys left , only left we two.
Miz : Good lorh~ Better what . *wash my hands*
Maggie : Good ? No lehx . *laugh like an idiotic person*
Miz : uhh, Ha-ha?

Fuck lah.
I washed the pink & Blue rags.
I was the ONLY one who return all the fucking items.
everyone was like taking their own sweet time.
SIALL LAHHH~
Fed-up, i put all the items anywhere I wanted it to be.
then, take my bag, time-out.
& go home.
The End.
The rest, THATS YOUR PROBLEM lor~


WOW. I really love working at Fairprice.
With all the wonderful aunties.
I love working with Maggie or whatever her name is.
All the customer are all wonderful.
wow.
Fasinating right?







Thursday, February 19, 2009 9:34 PM


hate me all you want. I dont care

Wednesday, February 18, 2009 6:25 PM


The fucking BLACK SHEEP is on the house.

I hate all of you.
seriously.
Everything blame on me! wdh !
I am sick & tired of everything.


Wow, my life is soo "FAIR".
I love it very, very, very much ! yayy~
wow.
I have the perfect life that anyone could have !
I love my life very, very much.
I don't want to die.
I live a very very happy life!
with an awesome parent that could understand me.
My lovely siblings.
I love them very much !
wow.
I didn't knew that I have such a PERFECT life.
a perfect family who love me & care for me.
I am so grateful of them. Seriously.
They love me very, very much that they want me forever.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009 11:13 PM


Libra's Horoscope for Today.
Someone's mind isn't exactly made up about you yet -- are you or aren't you 'the one?' Whoa! That's a huge commitment. You're not interested in being anyone's 'the one.' For you, it's about having a good time. If the other person's headed down the aisle, now's the time to slip away.

So yeahh,that is what happening to me right now.

I don't want to have any relationship.
I just want to have a good time.


What do you meant by you still don't believe in me?
Ask it yourself, don't ask me.
You are just a TOO serious person.
I tried to understand you. I really TRIED.
I felt like I am being threatened by you.

I think, we are not meant for each other.
Our personalities could not get along well, i think.



2:00 PM


Just woke up from my WONDERFUL dreams !
haha! yeahh~
So at 11am kak ida (chief cashier) called me asking if I could come down to work at 2pm instead.
I said to her that, " Sorry but I can't make it coz, I didn't had enough sleep"
So yeahh.

Scene 1 dreams - Searching for blue jacket.

Scene 2 dreams - He hold my hand & walk to mosque * so romantic *

Scene 3 dreams - 2 police came into my house ( mom --'' *salam* )

Scene 4 dreams - Valentine day, Me & illah ( D.cheeseburger)

haha~ I love all the 4 dreams.

Monday, February 2, 2009 12:18 PM


you are acting like a girl!~& I hate that .
It was just an innocent joke & you are already ignoring me.
What am I to you?

You are not even funny.
You are too serious!
All you talk is about yourself.
How about mine? Do you care?
You sounded like you care for me.
& i love that.
But, suddenly things decided to change.
Why? What actually happened?
Just share with me...
I shared mine with you & you make me smile with all those words coming out from you.

Right now I am so confuse with you.

Really.. I am so damm CONFUSE with you.

If you care for me and all.
Show it.
Don't play with my heart anymore.
Coz, I am SICK of it !