it's a totally different feeling




HATE me


M I Z E L L A
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me,
read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness
and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so
Click here if you hate it.
totally right.
my LIFE, my STYLE .

i'm Mizella.not my realname
will be LEGALLY 18 on 15 october.
í am a simple girl,
with a simple life.
behind YOUR back.



no,YOUR other back.
RUNNINGaway.

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theJudges.



?illah?
?Farah?
Humairah?!.
Rohamannan?.
Ridaudin?.
Khairulddin?.
Jia Kai?.
Mervin?.
Noorina?.
Afiqah?.
Fathin.?
Mas?.
Faiz?.
Farouq.?
Eyeshahh?.
Fazlina?
Atika *Muzeefreak!*.?
Dilo?.
MAI?.
Suhaina?.
Suhaidah?.
Lisan 4E5NA?.
ella?.
ifaa?.
Pika.?
Dee.[C]?
Iraa.?
FelisaIsHere?.
TAG?.
Kathleen?.
aizat? .

Thursday, November 27, 2008 2:51 PM


1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list down their names

3) People who get tagged need to post 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state the rules clearly

4) No tag back!Okay, so here we goooo ...

[1] When I am in the toilet, I listen to songs and dance to the beat for more than 10 mins...
[Waste time, right?]

[2] I would suddenly stand up & dance without any "warning".
[My younger bro finds it annoying & irritating.]

[3] I love to SCREAM out my friends name continuously.
[Mira's incident..."HUMAIRAH! HUMAIRAH!" Wave hand like a moron at 15 floor.]

[4] I love to wear my adek's baju.
[Especially his Batman shirt!]

[5] I am a Sabrina comic collector maniacs! I would check out any Popular bookstores
if the next volume has arrived. If they didn't arrived, I would call up the shipment supplier.

[6] I can't sleep without my favourite pillow.


[7] There was once i didnt shower for more than 3 days.
[I still smell great.. :P]

[8] I would always talk& scream when I am sleeping.
[Thats what my sis said ..]

[9] It took me 15 minutes to wear my eyeliner. If i dont like the way i draw my eyeliner,
I would rub it away and redraw it.

[10] And finally, i love watching tv very very early in the morning.
[2-4 am]


yeahh, thats 10 stupid facts about me. uhh, the 10 lucky people to do the surevey is..

:) Fazlina!
:) Noorina!
:) Mira!
:) Pika!
:) Fathin!
:) Mervin!
:) Atika!
:) Ifaa!
:) Farouq!
:) Kak Diana!

yeahh, thats all lah.. take the SURVEY!

Tuesday, November 25, 2008 12:05 PM


Nothing much actually to say.
So yesterday went for jobs interview.
1st is at Marina Square Minitoons.

Um, I hope that I will get that job?
Yeah, whatever la.
If I didn't get the job, nothing much to say actually.


Saturday, November 22, 2008 6:15 PM


Sleep
Wake up
Eat
Sleep again
Wake up
Shower
Get ready
Went out
Go to Causeway Point
Pasar Malam
Library
Take 962
Take picture
Went back home


I have a BORING life.

Friday, November 21, 2008 7:12 PM


Uh.. I DON'T CARE?!

Wednesday, November 19, 2008 6:26 PM


Raining heavily sey just now.
50% of my clothes were wet.

Went to Orchard Cineleisure for a job interview at Pastamania with Illah.
Um.

My interview.
I tried to keep my cool. I smile...and so on la.
Talking to the interviewer as a professional *ahem!*
haha!

uh, then raining heavily..

eat at macdonald.


i continue tomorrow or later.

10:51 AM



10:23 AM


TAUFIK! TAUFIK! TAUFIK! TAUFIK! TAUFIK!
Where are you?!
Haha!



Taufik Batisah la~ LOL.




9:09 AM


Do you want to know something?
You are freakin me out! you DUMBASS!
Did someone brain-washed you?


Someone,
You still remembered it , uh?
*sigh* oh well... Can't blame you at all.
You have a very good memory.
Yeah, hope to get to know you better. Cheers~!


You,
What happened to you sey?
Someone brain-washed you is it?
You are talking to me as if nothing had happened between us.
And it is FREAKIN me out.
Don't you noticed that?
Yesterday you said," Can I ask you something the next morning?"
And now you are saying that you forget what you are going to ask me?
Is that a joke?
Because that is just pissing me off.
The curiosity is killing me!

p/s: Are you taking revenge on me? or what? Tell me la you BABOON!



Don't make me confuse.
Seriously don't make me confuse.
I am so gonna kick his ass!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008 8:13 AM



All American Rejects Lyrics

It was quite a shock when you suddenly sms-ing me out of the blue.
When you looked at me in the eyes, you were so cold.
So cold that I don't even dare to look at you.

2 years we have been apart because of the stupid conflict...
We were closed once.
I wonder if we could make it now.
You said that "We always call up each other"?
There are no "We" .
It was you who kept on calling my handphone.
And thats how we became close.
All I need to do is to pick up all your calls.
Your 6 O'clock sharp calls.
Why must it be 6 O'clock sharp?

We talked on the phone like there is no tomorrow.
Times passes faster when we are talking.

"How did we became so close?"

That was your question.
I know how, but it was you who make it happened.
I purposely told you that I am suffering with
STM[Short Term Memory]
Figure it out yourself.

It is the same as before.
We are going back to the basic.
You sms-ing me,
I just reply it back...
And it would just repeat and repeat
Like a broken "musical box" .

I love you once,
But will I fall for you
for the second time?
How are you
going to make it happen now?
I have already wash away my feelings for you a long time ago.
Now you are just appearing in front of me out of the blue....

You are just making me confuse.
Even more confuse...

Please,
I am begging you!
Don't play with my heart.
It is so painful!
I can't face that painfullness
anymore!
If you like me,
and care for me,
Just say so now...

If you hate me,
And so "cold" to me,
Please just leave me alone
Don't play with my heart anymore.

I am just so confuse right now...


So bottled up old love,
And throw it out to sea?



Saturday, November 15, 2008 10:11 PM


eh alamak! ape dh terjadi ngn blog ku !

Friday, November 14, 2008 6:37 PM



haha , i just adore my "anak sedare" .. they call me , Auntie Ella :P
Ayie~ ! you are just so adorable! Love you !

Tuesday, November 11, 2008 3:40 PM


My phone is dead .

I've just reached home . Just came back from Boonlay .
Illah , Rina , Mira and Me
was deciding if we should catch a movie or so as we have
just finished our paper
. So , yeahh ... Went to Boon Lay ... Took the train ... Yada yada yada~

Once we have reached there , I immediately went to the toilet .
As it was so urgent! Saw my "kakak sedare" and greet her .

eh! lets get to the POINT!!

Actually , I really , really WANT to watch High School Musical 3 !! [ Corbin Bleu~ ... ]
But , since Mira have already watched it , we didnt watch HSM3
I am so disappointed actually ...
I really want to watch it seyy .. *sigh* [ I am so sorry , Corbin Bleu! ]
p.s: Monique! Get away from him! D*m you!

Eventually , we choose to watch Rec [NC 16].
uhh , at first I thought that it was a "scary" movie which is not .
I was not even freak out or something .
I only shouted "Oh my GAWG!" for a total of 4 times (only)
Yeahh , the movie was so
DAM GRUESOME
!
There was a half-naked girl! Oh sheesh! Her body is like she is suffering from a BULIMIA!
A walking skeleton sey !
There are also a very PATHETIC part . [ watch it ! It is SO "WORTH" it ! ]
About infection . From the dog's saliva .
The dog became more aggressive and all those ~...

I've just wasted my 6 bucks .
I should have watch HSM3 instead !
omg! I really want to watch HSM3 sey ! ): [Oh~ pilunye hatiku ini... ]

Oh yea! Rina has phobia after watching Rec ! haha!
Illah la nie , gi kacau dier . Tsk . Now she have phobia .
Tsk tsk . Kesian dier~ haha .

umm .Yea! Yea!
I've finished my O levels!
haha!
11 november ... *sigh*


I have always wish that my wish would come true sey ...
It didn't came true .
I want to watch HSM3 sey ...
Corbin~

Monday, November 10, 2008 9:21 PM


So yea .
I've just finished watching Jump In !
I watched because Corbin Bleu was in IT! yea!
Watched it the second time .
Izzati was texting me just now regarding about the Barbeque @ SMB park ...
I asked her if I need to bring anything? [ eg. cocktails ( which i am specialise in :P ) ]
She said to me , " Just bring yourself , it is for the Graduating classes~ "
Yeahh...
I just hope that there will be Satay for me ! [Plenty and plenty of satay! ]

Just now , just finished my Pillow fight with my sis .
We were fighting over a pillow . [Pathetic right?]

Miz : eh! Serine! Jangan letak bantal aku pat bawah ketiak kau! [ Pulling away my pillow away from her ]
Sis: eh , ni bantal aku . Sembarang je .
Miz: ehh~ Aku pakai bantal nie since pat Sembawang sey !
Sis: Ni bantal aku since pat Bukit Batok .
Miz: yah , whatever . Air liur aku semua pat atas bantal tu ...ee!
Sis: so ? Bau ketiak aku pat atas bantal nie ... Haha!
Miz: yah rightt~ Kasi balik la~ ! Aku tak leh tido la without bantal nie !~[Pulling it away from her]
Sis: no way !(evil smile) [Pulling it back from me]

After Tug-O-War for 2 minutes or so ...
We changed it .
Using our armpit ... Making it disgusting and all .

Hell yea!
I also use my armpit ! haha!
eventually , I won .
I changed the pillow's sheet .
So now I have 3 pillows! yay!

So , someone were texting me just now asking for my [new] blog .
Actually , I don't have [new] blog .
Still using this one .
Haha .
Yeahh , tomorrow will be my Last paper [ Science Paper 1 ]


Going to find a part-time job after my O levels .



I wonder why ...
Sometimes I am happy
And sometimes I am sad ...
What is my true feelings actually?
I am so confuse right now ...

Saturday, November 8, 2008 2:54 PM


Um , so boring .
Studying Physic and Chemistry right now .
11 November will be my VERY LAST PAPER!
omg! YESH! yESH!

Currently listening to " If I were a boy" By Beyoncé .
I love listening it ~
Perhaps I would put that song in my blog .

I am alone at home right now .
Kinda a bit scary...
Everyone is out .
Only left me alone at home .

My brother is in Mumbai right now .
Serving his NS .
I miss you ! *yeah right*
Haha!
Just hoping that he would bought for me something ~
I hope it will be a shoe or what .
weii , bro . Just take care of yourself .
Make sure spray alot of perfume all over there in case you can't breathe in FRESH air .
Haha! busted gitu .

My whole body is so cramp up right now .
Cant move alot . Haha

yeahh , I guessed thats all .
I would update more .

Thank you for reading .



If i were a boy ,
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl



Friday, November 7, 2008 8:14 PM


Just came back from Khatib .
Currently in a VERY BAD MOOD .
I was very upset with my Champagne Grape IceBlend .
The stupid CHINA girl do it anyhow sey .
kanasai la .
Go back to your country !

It is so watery! not even 40% of blended ice is there .
Buto la!
bontot .

8:40 AM


It has been a very LONG time since I updated my blog.

Alot of things that I have encounter ~

Hari raya
My birthday
My father's birthday
My sister's birthday
'O' level paper

and alot lot LOTS of things~ !

Most of all , I love to talk about my "birthday" .
It is a birthday that I just can't ask for more .
Especially a Birthday PRESENT from my 2 best friends! - illah & ara
They gave me a MP4 .
Seriously! Who can expect someone to give you a "electronic" present?!
It is a RED coloured one .
It looks like an iPOD
And behave like an iPOD too .
It is my VERY FIRST mp4 ...
And that mp4 , I am going to TREASURE it for an ETERNITY!

actually right , I am so lazy to type out .
So , I will just continue tomorrow or so .


i miss your 6 o'clock sharp call .
But I don't have the power to turn back the time .
Lets be friend one more time .
Let go of the past .