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i'm Mizella.not my realname
will be LEGALLY 18 on 15 october.
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The Real Day has Came Saturday, June 30, 2007 10:04 PM So the day has come... and its the day the real day shown... And here i am, typing out To show to you guys whats my day were like... and here goes! Woke up early... Starting a fresh day. well actually...erm i were so tired and sleepy i think twice want to go to school or not.... but i guess i have to coz 10.30 am i must report to the AVA room To get ready( make-up and all ) Saw Faiz outside the general office i sat beside him i need help with my malay homework i was like interviewing him asking him all those questions... he helped me then got some part i dont know how to do i saw Rid approaching talking bout the white and pink bunny(if im not wrong) i ask him some help.... blah blah blah.... First period is History Miss Hwang came late... At the history class.... Me and Rovenna were chatting Miss Hwang gave out some notes... Then Fida came in.... She sat down and started talking bout art stuff suddenly she said to me to come for the art class after school i said to her tat i couldnt come as i have perfomance at the INdoor Stadium She said tat im 'pentingkan' malay dance then art as i were taking n lvl this year i replied back that i had malay dance today. and she replied back that make me felt hurt my tears were starting to dripped i couldnt stand it anymore they were all not UNDERSTANDING! like, comeon la...i got malay dance rite...came back late at night then what she want me to do? not to come for the performance and go for the art Look, i could take care bout my art la... so dont care bout me Care bout your ART! Second Period is Math I sit beside Muhaimin Then i asked him if he is going to the Indoor Stadium He said that he gave the ticket to Khai So i was okay with it Then he said tat he is going as Khai couldnt go and has to get the ticket back frm khai So chat and laugh2... doing our malay homework... learn abit frm math... then the third period came...Malay... Mdm Sunita were asking who havent finished her holiday homework... im just another 1 question and i finished i noticed that aidillah is not in school... thought tat she planned to come at 10.30....-_-" she could at least ask me... so i can come at 10.30 together with her....lerr... So write and write... Rais threw bottles at Fahmy... when Mdm Sunita came in, Fahmy were about to get his revenge when they accused Fahmy of throwing bottles at them... they started first... Lucky for Fahmy..he were saved...lol so RECESS time at 10.30! get a quick snack and report to Ava room saw Mr Zairin and his friends eating at the canteen Didnt stop to chat with them Just walk And stop at one of the table as Muhaimin and Rid were calling me So talk and talk... And smile at the passer-by then go to the ava room to put my bag and change people all looked as i went out frm the ava room to get change into my costume so what i need to do is just smile and move.... so change....help the others zipping...all tat stuff.... and went back.... wear foundation... Ain asked me if Illah came already or not... i just said that she is late... and there she is...coming in with her jacket... smiling innocently...-_-" Rashidah were angry as she were late... Some doing their hair i need to rebond my fringe... waiting for my turn.... Kak Mel is my make-up artist for my day.... and Raimi is my hairstyler for my day So Rahimah came in Telling us to get ready quickly...as the bus is already waiting before we left we need to practice at the hall first so went up to the hall take my props.... and go to my position... after the practice.. everyone were tired.. me and illah still have time to chat as we dancing..lol ruining my make-up sweat alot! and at the bus...Sabrina were askin to the bus driver to on the air-con stronger... ahh...tats felt better.... listen to my MP3 had a quick nap.. and we arrived at the Indoor Stadium!! YAY! go to our dressing room... put all our stuff... take photos and stuff.... Mr Zairin were asking if we want to eat first before wearing the Lipstick... so they ate ....the room smelled! coz they didnt throw away the rubbish... EEWW! i was going to vomit smelling the room.... Alfian were instucted to tie up the bag... Mr Ridaudin were spraying perfume everywhere Apply his perfume to each of the dancers... Ahh...nice sey the smell... The berita harian reporter came in to interview us... Asking ask questions like, What is special about our dance... so talk and talk... take picture... So check our our photos at the NewsPaper!!! lol.... so apply lipsticks... and get ready to wait for our turn... Play games ,'whats next' 'black magic' Chop Chilli Chop ' i like the part where by we play chop chili chop it was hilarious! so have some fun... and the big show came! its our turn! I hugged the white and pink bunny!!!!!!! Lol...so CUTE!!!!!! So the music is playing our song... and we started dancing the first part i were blur! i missed one of the step...lol... but get in line as soon as possible... smile all the way i remembered Mr Zairin advice '' Just smile and dont stop '' i did as it said...SMILE! alot of people making lil mistake... but its not odvious...haha so rush to our room and get our scarf for the FINALE! So trying to get to our points its hard coz the hallways is crowded by performance from other school see some of the other performance from Thailand and Malaysia... Ndp Mass Display... and then its the Finale! i get into position... and Here we goes!!!! K.A.L.E.I.D.O.S.C.O.P.E kaleidoscope, Kaleidoscope A world of colours and dreams Beleive,Beleive There so much to see Embrace the possibilities The shapes revolve and turn Into a melody The colours move and turn And tell of our story..... This is our moment, our moment A time for you and me Live our dreams, discover A tale of fantasy Fulfil our aspirations Be what we want to be Let our dreams become reality Kaleidoscope,Kaleidoscope A world of colours and dreams Believe,Believe There so much to see Embrace the possibilities... Oh.................. This is our moment, our moment A time for you and me Live our dreams, discover A tale of fantasy Fulfil our aspirations Be what we want to be Let our dreams become reality Let our hearts and minds be free Let our voices join in harmony Wait and see..... This is our moment, our moment A time for you and me Live our dreams, discover A tale of fantasy Fulfill our aspirations Be what we want to be Let our dreams become reality Let dreams become reality...... so thats it! Its end! Wave at the crowds good bye... and then they started playing the encore... i wave at my mom...and friends.... Glad tat my mom could make it... i really appreciated it! so took picture... then the malaysian band wanting to take picture with us... so we took it... stand at the platform and took our picture... we sreamed...lol.... we enjoyed it very much... then as we were going back to our rooms... Some 'mats' frm Malaysian band want to shake hand Mr Zairin said, dont bother about them and asked us to move on... weirdos....lol...! so take off our clothes...and stuff.... packed all the things... some were asked to brought back the stuff and bring it back when the school is open... i have nothing to pack...so just busy with my things... i used the phones frm the room to call my mother... asking how she is and all that.... get out and wave goodbye to the others... and as we were walking to the concourse... we were still waving goodbye...making noise..lol.... we waited for the bus to arrive... the bus were late! he go and send the other school first! busted sey...! want to get more money! its 10.45 when the bus arrived its late ... Mdm Rahimah were pissed off she were scolding at the bus driver... i wipe out my make-up all that... The bus stop at each Mrt Station... first Yishun, Sembawang, Admiralty and Woodlands(last) i stop at Admiralty... saw my mother... walk back with her... we chat...and talk about the performance... reached home at about 12 midnight... tired and sleepy... so going to get some sleep now... thanks for reading.... Break Dancer Dressing room The hallway were packed...and it smelled! Doin Illah hair... Pose!