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M I Z E L L A
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me,
read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness
and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.
totally right.

i'm Mizella.not my realname
will be LEGALLY 18 on 15 october.
í am a simple girl,
with a simple life.

no,YOUR other back.

RUNNINGaway.

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My N Lvl Malay Oral Monday, July 30, 2007 3:46 PM my malay oral is about Nationa Day... my fwens said its hard... but to me...its totally EASY!!! especially the conversation... one guy and a women.. my voice is a bit loud, especially when im nervous... so the male teacher have to let Adi seat abit further frm the room.. so i continue my conversation... as usual, the teachers nod and smile... then...after that.... FINISHED!!! yeay!!! all my worrries are no more worries...(what the HELL am i tokin bout?!) oh well.. as long as u guys understand and i will too... yeah... this part is off.... thanks for reading. CRASH!!! 3:38 PM YES! my computer CRASH!!!! C.R.A.S.H.!!!! -_-" oh well, since my comp crash...i couldnt update my blog as often as before.... interesting things happened recently... one in the MRT where by this auntie shows attitude twrds my father... my father juz cough slightly...and she wan to make a big fuss out of it... she is a bitch.. me n my mom are no satisfied... seriously her face is like a SOTONG!(squid) especially her Fauking MOuth the way she look at me and my family.. i stare at her... then i look away...like, what malay said Jeling. yeah... i gave her my 120% Staring.. i dont like the way she look at both my parent coz her face look like a fuckin SQUID! lucky she didn alight the same as us... or else... i gonna push her down the escalator... or worst... laugh behind her back...making jokes of her...and LAUGH! Kasi dier terase abis-abis!! serve her right! If one day i saw her at public... im gonna pissed her off even more... make her SUFFER! that kind of people...shall never get respect from others! Sotong sial... lol!!!! its fun actually making fun and do mean stuff for once im tired and sick to be a good girl... he make me SICK! so i guess, a revolution in me is gonna change... hehe.... yeah i guess.... Thursday, July 12, 2007 1:42 AM My N Level English Oral. its easy.(i guess) the picture is about a school boy learning fashion design so i talk and smile.. the male teacher were cute. the female teacher were sweet coz everytime i talk, she juz smile...and laugh the conver. were okay la.. not so bad... the male teacher said good. i guess its a good meaning... so finished already.. smile and said thank you...and leave... thanks for reading My hurtful heart Tuesday, July 10, 2007 6:54 PM So... I juz been selected to be Term 3 Vice- Chairman by Miss Wong and the Chairman is Jia Kai. I didnt accept it for a sec...coz i think tat i may abit stress so i think...and i decided to take the responsibility as a Vice-chairman. I want to experience that post. and i will do it in whatever i can... well, since i became the vice-chairman.... things had happened... some people are jealous and doest like me to be one so she keep on calling me 'selenge' all that i tried to ignore. What worst is that, she is my 'friend'... how could she said such thing to me i felt hurt so one day i confront her Miz: I dont like the way you been saying me that. Could you please stop it? She: ''My wish la, its my mouth!'' i dont want to make things worst, so i just continue my work. The bell rang. I just need somebody to hear and let my feelings out. So Minz were there. I explain to him as we walk down to hall. I couldnt take it anymore. I felt really hurt. I started to cry couldnt hold the emotions back anymore. Umm, thnx eh by the way...couldnt thank him properly. Mdm Norlita asked me why i looked so sad. so i explain her the situation. and she understand me and my feeling. and really thanks to her too... so i took the long way bus. still felt hurt as returning home. couldnt hold back my tears, i jus let it out... reached home, bath and sleep. too tired and too sleepy.. trying to let everything out by sleeping... thanks for reading. A night at the School Saturday, July 7, 2007 4:27 PM So i have art camp...Juz came back... Its fun overall..lol especially at night... so here i am, sharing wif u guys my experience at there... so i hope you juz read and smile...=) Packed everything and off back to school, again... so tired.... once at school, need to took the stairs to the 3rd level! ugh... with my heavy back... i brought lots of things.... for juz ONE SINGLE NIGHT! Items i brought Pillow (blow ) Sleeping bag 3 Archies Comic Book UNO deck Shampoo Soap Toothpaste ToothBrush clothes cream Gel comb slippers small bag(don't know for what ) pencil boxs and many more...lol... so draw and draw... almost finished my layouts... 6.30 i could go and wash up.... so went to the toilet to take a shower Cassie forgot to brought her towel, lucky for her, the toilet have a towel...-_-" we the first 2 girls to take a shower..lol before it gets crowded... eat dinner... continue... sweep the floor as all need to sleep on the floor its so DIRTY! i sweep for my own good...i don wan to get dirty... coughing alots... Night off to be at 1 am i cant sleep so join them playing outside... we play entagled...funny game... Police and the murderer... when i became the murderer.. i killed one by one.. and each one person i killed, i started to laugh like a mad person so they all pause, looking stunned of why i suddenly laugh... so they thought tat im being possessed...-_-" aiyoh! not sure why im laughing actually...lol becoming more tired..i go inside the room and sleep... listening to my MP3.... and then off to sleep...wake up at 6.30am... wash up... at the girls toilet suddenly have a frog... its not big... abit small... Mas saw it first and screamed first... i saw, and i screamed second... the other gals came in and they are the screamer..lol so much scream .... ask Rid to take it out... the frog fell into the drain then appear again after i finished shower.... ask Adrian to take it out... screaming and screaming...so irritating...lol with lots of tissue he started to trying to pick it up... when he bout to touch it... the others were screaming...lol... so he cant concentrate and ask us not to SCREAM! lol... so once the frog is out... everybody are relief..-_-" especially the gals... of well.... eat my breakfast... breakfast are Nasi Lemak...have fish, egg...nice la... Continue what i had started yesterday... started testing the colours all... Rid were asking me to teach him how to paint tone... so i teach him... well, he improving abit by bit... talk talk...laugh laugh...then paint and draw almost at 11.30am started to pack up leaving at 12 noon.... waited for Illah as she have FnN... then go to sun plaza KFC and eat...with Airah all.... Crowded with YTSS student... after tat, print some photos... and off to home... Tired and sleepy thanks for reading 'N' Level English Oral 4:19 PM well i had gone through tat ORAL! So its over, Im relief, no need to worry bout it anymore... eventhough i were the first...bit nervous at first... Reading, umm, i were okay i guess.. The teachers are one man and woman well, muz admit, he CUTE! lol...ape je... BY the look at his face, friendly la...smile...smart...good-looking...the best of all, i like his smile...hehe! The picture are about a teacher standing in front of a class Of all boys... So i guess they are having a Fashion Design Module. and then off to conversation...my fav! about irritated times and subject tat i want to learn more... so talk talk, he said, very good... then i saw sweets on the table, i said thank you, took some sweet...and smile.... turn and left... and have to waited till 3 oçlock till i could be released... its the rules frm the MOE. rush back home, to packed my bag... To be continue.... Wednesday, July 4, 2007 9:38 PM 9:34 PM Juz smile...=D Fit into the BOX On my next post, more coming right up...where by me doing some SHOPPING!! hehe...try some clothes... Galz Nite Out! 9:30 PM Ara, MizElla, Illah Nothing Could spoiled our modes... This are some of it...more coming up... Monday, July 2, 2007 1:45 PM Going our later at 2.30pm meeting Ara and Illah at Yishun Mrt... Ara called me earlier she said to meet at 2.00pm but i said meet at 2.30pm.. so going to get ready later... My mom called advice me not to use too much money gotta save some... oh well..kept some money in my school bag dont know who going to steal it this time... oh well... not sure what im goin to type actually...Lol... umm... so to you people who had read my blog.. thank you very much for giving time to read at my blog.... eventhough its a bit lame...or whatever.. at least i type most of my life at here... so u people could have a vision how my life is like... you may nvr know if someday im popular or what... lol... too much fantasy...! kk... gtg now... This is my life my way... thanks for reading... Sunday, July 1, 2007 1:48 PM ...JoKeRz eVeRywHere.... We DaNcE bLur, eVen tHe pIcTure... WaIting To Get Inside... BUzy! BuzY! cant stop...