it's a totally different feeling




HATE me


M I Z E L L A
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me,
read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness
and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so
Click here if you hate it.
totally right.
my LIFE, my STYLE .

i'm Mizella.not my realname
will be LEGALLY 18 on 15 october.
í am a simple girl,
with a simple life.
behind YOUR back.



no,YOUR other back.
RUNNINGaway.

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theJudges.



?illah?
?Farah?
Humairah?!.
Rohamannan?.
Ridaudin?.
Khairulddin?.
Jia Kai?.
Mervin?.
Noorina?.
Afiqah?.
Fathin.?
Mas?.
Faiz?.
Farouq.?
Eyeshahh?.
Fazlina?
Atika *Muzeefreak!*.?
Dilo?.
MAI?.
Suhaina?.
Suhaidah?.
Lisan 4E5NA?.
ella?.
ifaa?.
Pika.?
Dee.[C]?
Iraa.?
FelisaIsHere?.
TAG?.
Kathleen?.
aizat? .

My hurtful heart
Tuesday, July 10, 2007 6:54 PM


So...
I juz been selected to be Term 3 Vice- Chairman by Miss Wong
and the Chairman is Jia Kai.
I didnt accept it for a sec...coz i think tat i may abit stress
so i think...and i decided to take the responsibility as a Vice-chairman.
I want to experience that post.
and i will do it in whatever i can...

well, since i became the vice-chairman....
things had happened...
some people are jealous and doest like me to be one
so she keep on calling me 'selenge' all that

i tried to ignore. What worst is that, she is my 'friend'...
how could she said such thing to me
i felt hurt

so one day i confront her
Miz: I dont like the way you been saying me that. Could you please stop it?
She: ''My wish la, its my mouth!''

i dont want to make things worst, so i just continue my work.
The bell rang.
I just need somebody to hear and let my feelings out.
So Minz were there.

I explain to him as we walk down to hall.
I couldnt take it anymore.
I felt really hurt.
I started to cry couldnt hold the emotions back anymore.
Umm, thnx eh by the way...couldnt thank him properly.

Mdm Norlita asked me why i looked so sad.
so i explain her the situation.
and she understand me and my feeling.
and really thanks to her too...

so i took the long way bus.
still felt hurt as returning home.
couldnt hold back my tears, i jus let it out...

reached home,
bath and sleep.
too tired and too sleepy..
trying to let everything out by sleeping...


thanks for reading.