it's a totally different feeling

HATE me

M I Z E L L A
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me,
read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness
and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.
totally right.

i'm Mizella.not my realname
will be LEGALLY 18 on 15 october.
í am a simple girl,
with a simple life.

no,YOUR other back.

RUNNINGaway.

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Atika *Muzeefreak!*.?
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008 10:45 AM I just couldn't believe what I had actually done ... It was raining heavily . Now, it is drizzling . Slightly drizzling . The wind were blowing gently adding to the coldness . I was shivering. I could not handle the coldness anymore . I just had to do it . I had to. There is no other way for me . I tried to call my mom , but she didn't picked up the phone . I was alone outside , shivering to death . It was so cold , so cold that I could not take it anymore . I just had to do it . I don't care about the consequences that is going to land on me . All I want is to get warm up and fight the shivering cold . I look all around me , for any passer-by . I don't want anybody to caught me in the act of breaking into my own house . Quietly , I slight opened my brother's room windows . It was not locked . I took the opportunity to break in. How did I break in? I am not going to tell you . I threw in my school bag first and then I help up myself to go in . It felt very painful , very painful . Breaking into my OWN house . I was wondering , what if someone break in into my own house? How would I react? How would I feel? I promised myself that I would never ever do that again.