it's a totally different feeling

HATE me

M I Z E L L A
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me,
read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness
and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.
totally right.

i'm Mizella.not my realname
will be LEGALLY 18 on 15 october.
í am a simple girl,
with a simple life.

no,YOUR other back.

RUNNINGaway.

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008 8:13 AM All American Rejects Lyrics It was quite a shock when you suddenly sms-ing me out of the blue. When you looked at me in the eyes, you were so cold. So cold that I don't even dare to look at you. 2 years we have been apart because of the stupid conflict... We were closed once. I wonder if we could make it now. You said that "We always call up each other"? There are no "We" . It was you who kept on calling my handphone. And thats how we became close. All I need to do is to pick up all your calls. Your 6 O'clock sharp calls. Why must it be 6 O'clock sharp? We talked on the phone like there is no tomorrow. Times passes faster when we are talking. "How did we became so close?" That was your question. I know how, but it was you who make it happened. I purposely told you that I am suffering with STM[Short Term Memory] Figure it out yourself. It is the same as before. We are going back to the basic. You sms-ing me, I just reply it back... And it would just repeat and repeat Like a broken "musical box" . I love you once, But will I fall for you for the second time? How are you going to make it happen now? I have already wash away my feelings for you a long time ago. Now you are just appearing in front of me out of the blue.... You are just making me confuse. Even more confuse... Please, I am begging you! Don't play with my heart. It is so painful! I can't face that painfullness anymore! If you like me, and care for me, Just say so now... If you hate me, And so "cold" to me, Please just leave me alone Don't play with my heart anymore. I am just so confuse right now... So bottled up old love, And throw it out to sea?